Working on that this week. Not being morbid, just want to have that stuff out of the way so that I can concentrate on other things, like surviving this beast of a disease.
One thing I haven't lost, and that's my libido. Did lose it for a while (due to depression meds, I think), but it came back, and that is not necessarily a "good thing". With the AD, I can think of no good reason to become involved in another relationship. I wouldn't want to do that to someone.
So , what : Self-Gratification? Use myself? :) Send myself flowers, a dinner, a movie, and then "Hey YOU, I just spent $100.00 on you! Lay your ass down! No way am I goin' home empty-handed!" (excuse the bad pun!) ;)
Do I sound sarcastic? Yeah, I do sarcasm very well these days, I reckon. Gotta work on that a bit.
It's a beautiful Georgia day, and I'm gonna get on my Trek 1000 and do some cycling. I hope the weather's nice wherever you are, and that you'll get out and soak up some sunshine too.
Meanwhile, here's a link if you'd like to get to know me better: http://www.d2d4wetnoses.com/. I hope to do this again next September, if, that is, I remember how! ;)
Late this afternoon I got into a "cleaning frenzy". I use the word "frenzy" because that is what it became. As always, I began in the kitchen and was going to work my way back to the bedrooms, but it quickly became something which had no rhyme or reason and I began rushing from one thing to the next, not remembering what it was I had been doing until I saw evidence of it not having been done, so I went back to that.
This is very unusual for me, because I have always been described as "anal" and very exacting in my tasking, but lately I don't clean at all, until I get into one of these "frenzies" and then I try to do it all in an OCD-kinda way, but never without "rhyme or reason", like today.
In the midst of it all the trembling started, and this lately has been the rule rather than the exception. Being home is not comfortable. Being at work is.
Have a great week!